Mushrooms & Roses

I know that God had a plan for me even when im too hardheaded to see it. I talk to God throughout the day all the time && thank him for little things like the sun {so serious} Want to know a secret? He tells me “You’re welcome” in my sleep. I am very spiritual [not religious] && I speak thing into existence. You should try it.!// Ive been betrayed, stabbed in the back, used, taking for granted, and stripped down to my lowest point. Ive felt alone.....and people wonder why I am the way I am today. I TRUST NO ONE. I am the only person who can control my future and I choose who I want in it. Call me selfish if you want to, but this is my life and its about me. So please dont take it personal, you've made me this way. // Ive been in love, under love, over love.....you get the deal, ive been in it. LOVE IS THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO SOMEONE {but also the worst}. Love makes you do stupid shit, like forgive the unforgivable.....damn ive been hurt, thank God for amended hearts. "its alright to cry... those are liquid prayers" My tears are my pain && when you see them I’d rather fight. Pick one. // Ive apolgogized too many times for being myself. I dont have to be someone who im not. Take me or leave me. // I am a lover of art and creativity. I write, sing [[[occaionaly lol ]]]. My tattoo and pierings are my way of expressing myself and they mean the world to me. Music makes my world go around. L.I.T.E.R.A.L.L.Y. Ive made some bad choices and Ive made some good ones....all I know is
The Ups n Downs, The Highs n Lows, The Good n Bad, The Happy n Sad .... Mushrooms N Roses are sculpting me into the woman i ASPIRE to be <3